I have had a time with this disease. I am not sure as of to why I am going through so much pain. It could be that the Fibromyalgia has flared up again. The possibility of that is very real. I was so elated to have been freed from the grip of cancer, only to be plagued by the after affects of the treatment for cancer. I tell myself over and over again that I will beat this. And I have to let the me that's a fighter know not to give up or in. This isn't a game. And the game cannot take rule over me. That's the Lord God's place. The barrier in my mind keeps me from overdoing things,in thoughts or deeds. I put up a barrier inside my mind to keep my sanity during me trial, and pain. The road that was chosen may look,or appear extremely difficult,but I know that God's got this,and I will it there.
